I'm the baker, and the bread eater.
I'm fun loving, and I just want to see the world.
I am Samantha.
Why can’t I ever feel like I can do anything, that there are so many strings and limitations? There are too many things holding me down. I want to be free and yet I don’t want to lose the things I am tied to. I want to do so many things but other people don’t approve. But why do i let them hold me back? And this is the one dream I have wanted the longest. To move away, at least for a while. And I am doing it! However, there is still a voice that lingers. It doesn’t understand why I want to do this, why I have to be away, or why I keep hurting it by being away. I don’t work the same way. I can live off of the thought of loving and knowing that I am loved. It is how I can be away for so long. I just don’t want to lose the people I love because they can’t understand things I want to do.
May 9, 2013.
Today is not so hot. Literally and figuratively. My dad went to the ER and has a 60-70% collapsed lung and can never scuba dive. He had excess air in his lungs and had it vacuumed out is doing OK, but they are hoping his lung re inflates. I just miss him and I wish I could be there and we would watch Stupid Videos.
(Also, I am CONVINCED dailyoddcompliment is Michael)
